Yard Sale

Ryan decided he was going to have his own little Yard Sale on Saturday so he go 2 boxes instead of putting price tags on stuff he gave away his toys for free he even gave away a Dora backpack with cards in it brand new from his mema (aka Grandma) for Christmas. Well having this Yard Sale i asked him why he was doing this he said he wanted to bless his friends even if they are girls and mean too him . Then i asked him why he gave away the Dora back pack he said " Mommy dont you know its a girls toy and im a boy "

the gift /lessons in life

today before you say an unkind word think of some one who cant speak

before you complain about the taste of your food - think of someone who has nothing


before you complain about your husband or wife - think of some one crying out to god for a companion

today before you complain about life -think of some one who went early to heaven

today before you complain about your children - think of someone who desires them and are barren

before you argue about your dirty house someone didnt clean or sweep - think of the people living on the street

before you complain about the didstance you drive - think of some one who walks the same distance wth their feet

and when your tierd and complain about your job - think of the unemployed disabled and those who wish they had your job

but before you point your finger or condeming another - remember not one of us without sin and we all answer the same maker

when depressing thoughts get you down -put a smile on your face and thank god your alive and still around

enjoy everything about your life and be thankful every moment for life is more than a gift


lessons in life

1. life isnt fair but its still good
2. when in doubt take the next small step
3. life is to short to waste time hating someone
4. dont take your self seriously no one else dose
5. pay off your credits cards every month
6. you dont have to win every agruement agree to disagree
7. cry with someone its more healing than crying alone
8. its ok to get angry with god he can take it
9. save for retirement with your first pay cheuque
10. when it comes to chocolate resistince is futile
11. make peace with your past so it wont screw up the present
12. its ok to let your children see you cry
13. dont compare your life to others
14. if a relationship has to be secret you should not be in it
15.every thing can change in a blink of an eye but dont worry god never blinks
16. life is to short for pity parties get busy living or get busy dying
17. you can get through any thing if you stay put in today
18. a writer writes if you want to be a writer write
19 . its never to late to live a happy child hood but the second one is up to you and no one else
20. when it comes to going after what you love in life dont take no for an answer
21. burn the candles use the nice sheets wear the fancy lingereie dont save it for a special occasion
22. over prepare then go with the flow
23. be eccentric now dont wait till old age to wear purple
24. most important sex organ is the brain
25. no one is in charge of your happiness except for you
26. frame every so called disaster with these words in five years will this matter
27. always choose life
28. forgive everyone and everything
29. what other people think of you is none of your bussiness
30. time heals anthing give time time
31. how ever good or bad the situation is it will change
32. your job wont take care of you when your sick friends will stay in touch
33. believe in maracles
34.god loves you because of who god is not beacuse of what you did or did not do
35. what ever dosent kill you makes you stronger
36. growing old beats the alternitive of dying young
37. your children only get one child hood make it memorable
38. read palsms they have human emotion
39. get out side everyday maracles are waiting every where
40 . if we all threw are problems in a pile we would see every one elses and take ours back
41. dont audit live show up and make the most of it now
42. get rid of every thing that isnt useful beautiful or joyful
43. all that truely matters in the end is that you loved
44. envy is a waste of time you alread have what you need
45. the best is yet to come
46. no matter how you feel get up dress up show up
47. take a deep breath it calms the mind
48. if you dont ask you dont get
49 . yeild
50. life isnt tied with a bow buts its still a gift

I Am: a child of the lord

I Think : my family is awsome

I Want : too live a long happy life

IWish : Anthony will walk to me

I Hate: conflict

I fear : God

I Hear : tree house and the sound of Anthonys pump

I Smell : mamwitch yummy

I crave : not being so fat

I search : for wisdom and faith

I wonder : about life

I Regret : nothing

I Love : my family

I Ache : for my friends hearts

I Care : about my family friends and people

I Always : have too cups of coffee in the morning

I Am Not : Skinny

i Believe : in maracles

I Dance: when ever i can

I Sing : always even though i can not carry a tune no whorship team for me lol

I Dont Always remember : that im going to get a maracle

I Fight : with God sometimes

I Win : my familys love

I Lose : when i play checkers with Ryan

I Never : want too loose Gods love

I Confuse : my self

I Listen : too words of truth

I Can Usually be Found : taking stuff i forgot to the boys at school lol

I Am Scared: of mice

I need: love

I Write : letters

I Feel : happy

I know : i am blessed

I miss : my cousin Sharlene very very much ( i wish i could fly out too see her )

I Am Happy About : that i am a child of God i have a family and friends who love me life is good

Grattitude Wednesday

1. I am thankful it will be five years on saturday for mark and i
2. I am thankful that ryan says he loves me every mintue of the day
3, I am thankful that anthony says mom with loving eyes
4 . I am thankful for whats god is doing in me
5. I am thankful for my friends at fight like a girl and at Desert Stream
6. I am thankful i have great resipite workers

been through alot with god on our side

We recentantly took ryan to get bloood work done by a geneticist to see what causing his delay maybe a cromosone missing . They did not know for a Month i was worried it was always on my mind . Thinking if there was something was i going to loose him because i was in special ed my self . then the good news came today here is what a little bit of it said .

This letter is in follow up to our clinic letter dated december 27th 2007 As you are aware at this clinic we iniated a comparative genomic hybridization microarray for Ryan Results have since returned and have been reported as normal . isnt god good yes he is amen !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

7 random facts about me

1 . i have a huge family on my dads side of the family lots of cousins . im also french itlian , german and english wow what a mix eh

2. i love to crochet i love crocheting baby blankets to the new mothers in the church and i love blessing them with it i feels great

3. i worry too much

4. im trying to loose weight im am taking a nutrition course through the health unit hoping its going to work

5. i love taking pictures of my boys any where we go they have the most happy smiles

6. i dream and wish alot i dream one day im going to wake up and anthony will walk too his mom

7. im a big time procrastinater

my turn

what was i doing ten years ago
living with mark in a one bed room apartment on canifton road

five snacks i enjoy
1. strawberrys
2. cantaloupe
3. doritos (cool ranch )
4. mint areos
5. cheese and crakers

things i would do if i were a billinare
1 . buy a wheel chair mini van
2. buy a tim hortons
3. give to the poor
4. buy a house with an indoor pool
5. buy a boat

three of my habits
1. chorcheting
2. praying for my husband and boys and friends
3. always doing laundry

bad habits
face book aholic
big time procrastinater
always checking my email
not keeping my dresser clean
colecting junk lol

five places i have lived
1. toronto
2. ajax
3. calgary
4. stirling
5. belleville

five jobs i had
1 . bargan shop
2. candy store (volunteer)
3. bum
4. bum
5. mommy

five things not too many people know about me
1. i have all upper dentures (hahahahahahahaha)
2. my nickname in high school was large marge
3. i tryed for my licence when i was 16 and never ever went back
4. i would love to work in a group home for special needs children