i wonder too

if ..... anthony will ever walk too me and say i love you mom
i remember ..... my first kiss too
i feel...... terrible for leaveing anthony at the group home for a weekend and sleeeping in and also going out on my own to visit a friend when both boys are with the sitter .
i wonder .... what ryan thinks when i have all my attetion on anthony and asking him to wait one mintue (probally im going to live with mema when im older )
i think...... about the time time when it comes to put anthony in a group home how is he going to feel
i loook ..... at all three of my boys and i know they love me very much